So I haven’t written in awhile and I haven’t been following my diet plan !
Ugh… I’ve been a mess this week with food and lack of sleep. I was at Rutgers last night. Tons of fun. I woke up though feeling like TOTAL SHIT. One of my friends who live at Rutgers … We’ll call her Georgia … Omg she’s gorgeous ! And so thin but in a healthy way. I looked at myself and I just though… Wow I suck. Why can’t I master self discipline ?!?
I have no idea why I start the day great, motivated and then night time comes and I want to eat everything in sight 😦
It’s really depressing and I’m super sick again !! My immune system is terrible 😦
I feel terrible … I feel fat and bloated and just gross.
Ugh.. God help me ! I don’t like feeling this way… Give me discipline and motivation.
Creating this blog hasn’t done anything for me yet but publicize my failure 😦
For lunch I ate:
turkey taco salad
Lean ground turkey, red beans, reduced fat cheddar cheese, romaine lettuce, scallions, salsa and fat- free sour cream.
Only 429 calories. It was really delicious
I’m at work now 😦
School starts tomorrow ! I’m hopin having a schedule again will put me on track again .. Til later !